suicide bombing (e.g. crashing one's plane into a target); self-destruction; blowing oneself up
difficult to imagine; quite unlikely to; very doubtful; would not expect
complete failure; debacle; fiasco; disaster
unable to stay (on); unable to endure being somewhere a second longer; feel like running away
to concentrate one's effort (on something)
to continue to hold; to hold on to (for a long period); to maintain; to keep
system; institution; organization; organisation
to place (in position); to fix; to install; to seat (someone); to settle (upon something); to fix (e.g. one's gaze)
scheming; planning; maneuvering; manoeuvring; plotting
suitable age (esp. for marriage); marriageable age
grudge; complaint; reproach
spotlight; public eye; public's attention; goldfish bowl
I wish I had ...; I should have ...; it would have been better if I had ...
mission; errand; task; duty; obligation
term of office; tenure; incumbency
what (e.g. "what rudeness"); what (something) is like
tragedy; tragic drama; tragic play; tragedy; calamity; disaster
powerful person; influential person
camouflage; disguise; pretense; feigning; masquerade
collaborator; cooperator; coworker; ally
attendant; person who looks after one's needs; caretaker
to wait on someone hand and foot; to take personal care of someone
aristocracy system; aristocracy
northern direction; north; (legal) wife (of a nobleman); lady
recapture; retaking; recovery; taking back
to end one's life; to commit suicide; to end a life; to kill
stealthily; secretly; in secret
test; trial; ordeal; tribulation
ceremonial; ritual; ritualistic; formal