heartbroken; crestfallen; dejected; feeling exhausted; feeling drained
fatigue; weariness; exhaustion; fatigue (of metal, etc.)
to insert; to put in; to come in (of light); to shine in; to have a griping pain (in the stomach, chest, etc.)
weak point; weakness; shortcoming; defect; flaw; sore spot
or something; for instance ... (though there are other suitable options); ... or ...; as soon as; right after; while still
to tease; to make fun of; to ridicule; to mock; to play with (e.g. a toy); to fiddle with
to make (someone) realize (e.g. their mistake); to bring (something) home (to someone); to teach (someone) a lesson
calm; composed; self-possessed; firm
to do completely; to do accidentally; to do without meaning to; to happen to do
(slowly and) carefully; without haste; thoroughly; deliberately; closely; meticulously
aim (of a gun, bow, etc.); aim; object; objective
to manipulate (someone); to make (someone) dance to one's tune; to lead astray; to make (someone) dance; to let dance
other side; opposite side; other party
state; condition; situation; appearance; circumstances
restoration; recovery; rehabilitation; recovery (from an illness); recuperation; convalescence
sense of helplessness; feeling of powerlessness
suddenly; at once; considerably; very much; firmly; with an effort
to lose strength; to become weak; to wither; to droop; to feel demotivated; to lose interest
to stay on; to remain; to hold out; to stop (doing); to give up
expectation; anticipation; purpose; intention; others' opinions of one; speculation
in accordance with; following; roughly; about; Street; Avenue
to collect; to gather; to save; to accumulate; to pile up
disabling; invalidation; nullification; vitiation
to set foot into; to enter; to step inside; to cross the threshold
to fight against; to oppose; to face
walking; pace; step; course (of history, one's life, etc.); history; pitch (of a screw, etc.)
to advance; to move forward; to carry forward (plans, work, etc.); to proceed with; to raise; to elevate
to re-think; to think back upon; to change one's mind
shuddering; shivering; trembling; being horrified; being disgusted
to falter; to flinch (from); to recoil (from); to quail (at); to be intimidated; to feel daunted
invisibly; secretly; privately
sense of duty; sense of purpose; vocation
odds and ends; all; every
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
cowardly; spineless; weak-willed; fainthearted
complete devotion (to); total commitment (to); unvarying support (for); unwavering fixation (on); rigid preoccupation (with)
incompetent; have no merit
to keep talking; to go on and on; to talk non-stop
to climb over; to get over; to overcome (a difficulty, obstacle, etc.); to surmount; to surpass (a predecessor); to overtake
to make a decision; to draw a conclusion; to give a judgement; to hand down a verdict; to let go down; to lower; to do oneself