to cry one's eyes out; to make one's eyes swollen from crying
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
mumblingly; grumblingly; tardily; slowly
decision; determination; resolution
to be found; to be discovered
to be worried; to be troubled
regret; repentance; remorse
guilty conscience; feelings of remorse
to constrict one's chest; to wring one's heart; to wrench one's heart
never mind!; don't worry about it
to behave like a spoiled child; to fawn on; to take advantage of; to presume upon (e.g. another's benevolence); to depend on
to look away (from); to avert one's gaze; to disregard; to ignore; to escape (from); to turn away (from)
each time it happens; at all such times
towards; against; regarding; in contrast with
answering one's own question; wondering to oneself; soliloquizing; soliloquising
dirty; filthy; disordered; messy; indecent (language, etc.); dirty
to be opposite; to face each other; to confront (an issue); to face
to get fed up with; to get sick of; to become disgusted with
to wither (of a plant); to be blasted; to die; to mature (of one's personality, abilities, etc.)
(turning) round and round; in circles; wrapping around; winding around
to contemplate; to ponder; to think over; to reflect; to muse; to ruminate
inner part; interior; living quarters (at the back of a house); inner room; recesses (of one's mind); bottom (of one's heart)
standoffishly; primly; pungently (of a smell); acridly; long and pointed (e.g. of a nose); popping (of ears)
painful; sore; cringy; embarrassing
to sob; to never stop crying; to cry on and on
to fall completely silent; to become still as death
to speak; to hear a voice
to tighten; to fasten tight; to constrict; to control strictly; to put pressure on; to squeeze (e.g. an economy)
to make a mistake (in); to commit an error; to get wrong; to mistake (one thing for another); to confuse
unmistakable; evident; obvious; certain; beyond doubt
wait-and-see (situation, stance, etc.); waiting to see (how things play out); watching developments (before acting); probe; probing move
nature; natural; spontaneous; naturally; spontaneously
indescribable; inexpressible; unspeakable
guilty (feeling, conscience, look, etc.); (feeling) uneasy
hero; heroine; Eroica Symphony (Beethoven, 1804); Heroic Polonaise (Chopin)
cool; stylish; awesome; sick; sweet; dope
numeral; digit; figure; number; a few characters
to follow around; to shadow; to tag along; to haunt one (e.g. feeling, failure); to follow one
to finger; to touch; to make changes to; to tinker with; to dabble in; to do as a hobby
to bring to a finish; to bind firmly; to superintend