to suppress one's emotions
severe (illness, disability, etc.); serious
stability; steadiness; consistency; stable
haze (esp. in spring); mist; dimness (of sight)
grasp (of the situation, meaning, etc.); understanding; control; hold; grip
(sense of) sight; eyesight; vision
(sense of) hearing; auditory perception
sense of touch; tactile; haptic; hair style with long bangs
to change color (of leaves in autumn); to turn red; to ripen (and change color); to become sexually aware; to reach puberty
true; real; genuine; proper; utter
dull; uninteresting; dry; insipid; boring; prosaic
amplification; magnification; amplification; making larger
being deeply moved emotionally; excitement; passion; inspiration; deep emotion; strong impression
to be sad; to mourn for; to regret
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
enjoyment; pleasure; amusement; anticipation; looking forward to; something to look forward to
joy; delight; rapture; pleasure; gratification; rejoicing
ideal; perfect; most suitable; just right
certainly; surely; undoubtedly; just; precisely; exactly
to stare (at); to gaze (at); to look hard (at); to watch intently; to fix one's eyes (on)
negative; passive; half-hearted; unmotivated
certain; sure; definite; reliable; sound; solid
behavior; behaviour; manner; attitude; bearing
attentive; cautious; careful; watchful
chance (of success); odds
impediment; burden; encumbrance; hindrance; drag
to be needed; to be necessary; to be required; to be wanted; to need; to want
(on) one's own; (by) oneself
defense; defence; protection
shield; buckler; escutcheon; pretext; excuse; grounds (for)
to use and then throw away
friend; ally; supporter; taking sides (with); supporting; standing by
battle; war; fight (against time, poverty, etc.); struggle (for freedom, survival, etc.); contest; competition
to become frightened; to be frightened (of); to be scared (of)
to experience chest pain; to have a pain in one's chest; to feel sick at heart; to have one's heart ache; to be anguished
to push away; to thrust aside; to detach oneself from; to keep away from; to act coldly; to do without emotion
to drive away; to turn away; to send away; to repel; to repulse
way; manner; (for) the first time in (e.g. ten years); after ...; ...-sized; amount (equivalent to ...)
at this stage; at this point; (only) now
now (when it is already much too late); at this stage; afresh; anew; again
distorted; crooked; oval; elliptical shape; round, wooden container for cooked rice; oval coin
as usual; as always; as before; as ever; still
to hit (e.g. one's head); to strike; to throw (at); to fling (at); to vent (e.g. one's anger); to express (one's feelings)