to look away; to avert one's eyes; to avoid facing (e.g. reality)
how; in what way; why; for what reason; cannot possibly; no way
to balance; to be in harmony; to be in equilibrium; to suit; to go well together; to be a good match
man; male; fellow; guy; male lover; boyfriend
while; even though; despite
deep down; special place in one's heart; in the back of one's mind
equality (esp. of status); equal footing; equal terms
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
to be inferior to; to be less good at; to fall behind
state of affairs; situation; conditions; circumstances
frustrated (over a failure, humiliation or injustice); annoyed; chagrined; (bitterly) disappointed; bitter; vexed
furthermore; again; after all; more and more; moreover; even more
position; situation; viewpoint; standpoint; point of view
to separate; to part; to divide; to keep apart
I feel that ...; I feel as though ...; I have a feeling that ...; I have the impression that ...; I think that ...
may; might; perhaps; may be; possibly
to become known; to come to light; to be known; to be understood; to clearly not amount to much; to be insignificant
emptiness; hollowness; vacancy; inanity; pointlessness; meaninglessness
to descend; to go down; to be handed down (of an order, judgment, etc.); to pass (of time); to surrender; to capitulate; to be less than
pride; dignity; self-worth
to get fed up with; to get sick of; to become disgusted with
what; you-know-what; that thing; whatsit; whachamacallit; penis; (one's) thing
this sort of; this kind of; like this; such
lowborn; humble; vulgar; coarse; shabby; poor-looking
thinking; thought; idea; notion; intention; plan
there is no way that ...; easy; simple
enough; sufficient; plenty; sufficiently; fully; thoroughly
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
to hold (in one's hand); to take (into one's hand); to own; to obtain
such ... as; or some such
best; supreme; wonderful; highest; maximum; most
plectrum (for a shamisen, biwa, etc.); pick; drumstick (for taiko); mallet (for a gong); beater
to be hit; to strike; to touch; to be in contact; to be equivalent to; to be applicable; to be right on the money (of a prediction, criticism, etc.)
sure to ...; certain to ...; bound to ...; it's natural that ...; it's obvious that ...
surely; undoubtedly; sternly; severely; having no slack; rigid
absolutely; definitely; unconditionally
kindness; favor; favour; goodwill; affection; liking (for someone)
to behave like a spoiled child; to fawn on; to take advantage of; to presume upon (e.g. another's benevolence); to depend on
to betray; to turn traitor (to); to double-cross; to disappoint; to let down
to have been decided (so) that; to have been arranged (so) that; to be the result (of); to be the outcome; to be the reason (for)
separate; respective; different
road; path; route; way; distance; journey; road (e.g. to victory)
to walk; to go on foot; to tread (a figurative path); to follow; to advance towards (e.g. a solution); to set out (e.g. on the path to destruction, ruin, etc.)
to say goodbye; to bid farewell
cruelty; coldheartedness; relentless; ruthless
tone of voice; mimicry; imitative voice