secretly; in secret; unseen; unobserved; inwardly; in private
to taste; to savor; to appreciate; to enjoy; to experience; to go through
that's true; of course; obviously
cowardly; timid; easily frightened
to torment; to torture; to afflict; to harrow
willingly; voluntarily; of one's own accord
to rise (of a building, mountain, etc.); to tower; to soar
other side; opposite side; other party
probably; (most) likely; in all likelihood; I suspect; I dare say; I'm afraid
fleeting; transient; short-lived; empty (dream, etc.); mere (hope); faint (possibility)
in form; ceremonial; for form's sake; pro forma
scolding; telling-off; rebuke; lecture
trouble; bother; annoyance; to be troubled (by); to be bothered (by); to be inconvenienced (by)
way; method; means; resource; course
point of view; viewpoint; angle; visual point (position of the eye in calculations of optical instruments)
to pile up; to stack up; to accumulate
state of mind; mentality; psychology
dregs; lees; grounds; pent-up feelings
poem; poetry; verse; Chinese poem
to pour forth; to spill out
compensation; reparation; price (of achieving a goal); cost; paying compensation on someone's behalf; compensation
each time; every time; whenever (something happens); on the occasion of
exhaustion; consumption; using up; dissipation; waste
symptoms; condition (of a patient)
slight; minor; trifling; considerable; proper; decent
apathy; lethargic state; state of lassitude
mental derangement; mental confusion; alienation
act of self-harm; self-injurious behavior; self-injurious behaviour
to desire; to want; to expect (of someone); to hope for; to see; to command (a view of)
to devote oneself wholeheartedly to; to sacrifice one's health for; to risk one's life
from the start; from the beginning; from the outset
to one's heart's content; as much as one wants; as hard as one can; resolution; decisiveness; determination
spare time; free time; time (it takes to do something); time required; time off; leave; dismissal
flurried; flustered; upset; nervous; embarrassed
(doing things at) one's own pace; (doing things) one's own way (esp. in an inconsiderate manner)
leaving school (at the end of the day); getting out of school; coming home from school
instantly; immediately; equals; means; oneness (of two opposing things); inseparability
breaking up (a meeting, gathering, etc.); dispersal (e.g. of a crowd); dissolution (of a company, organization, etc.); winding-up; dissolution (of the Diet, Parliament, etc.)
returning home; going home; coming home; getting home
guidance; leading (the way); information; notice; announcement (of a visitor's arrival); informing (someone) of a visitor's arrival
weekday; ordinary days (i.e. non-holiday); kanji radical 73
early evening (usu. from 3pm to 6pm); dusk