to lose; to miss (a chance, opportunity); to lose (a loved one); to be bereaved of; to concede (goals, points, etc.)
toes; tips of the toes; toe of a shoe, sock, etc.
to (dramatically) fall over; to fall flat
to lose consciousness; to faint; to black out; (arch.) to lose motivation; (arch.) to get discouraged
long ago; a long time ago; already
having a strong alkaline taste; harsh to the taste; excessively strong-willed; fiercely individualistic; strongly idiosyncratic
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
absurd; unreasonable; rash; reckless; excessive; immoderate
thickly; heavily; richly; severely; strongly
how should I put it?; what shall I say?; well, you know; like
idea; conception; way of thinking; approach; expression
devising (a way); contriving; device; design; dedication to spiritual improvement (esp. through Zen meditation)
nature; natural; spontaneous; naturally; spontaneously
choking; suffocating; stifling; oppressive; heavy
consciousness; becoming aware (of); awareness; mano-vijnana (mental consciousness, cognizer of sensory information)
soggy; soaked; crushed (out of shape); crumpled; messy; untidy
to betray; to turn traitor (to); to double-cross; to disappoint; to let down
to freeze (from fear, etc.); to be unable to move (e.g. from surprise); to be paralyzed (with horror, etc.); to cower; to shrink in on oneself
... or something (like that); ... or whatever; so-called ...; a certain ...
to be broken; to break; to break (down); to stop working; to fall through (of a plan, deal, etc.); to collapse
cruelty; coldheartedness; relentless; ruthless
smirkingly; broadly (grinning)
expresses a firm view or feeling; please ...; would you ...
bad person; villain; scoundrel; wrongdoer; wicked person
threat; menace; coercion; blackmail
detailed; full; minute; knowing very well; knowledgeable (about); well-acquainted (with)
to kill an enemy soldier before the start of a battle to raise spirits; to kill viciously; to victimize; to torment
still; yet; more; still more; furthermore; in addition
what would (you) do?; what to do about it
gaining time; stalling for time; time-buying
search (esp. for someone or something missing); manhunt; legally authorized search of a person, building, etc.
to begrudge doing; to find bothersome
to drop by; to stop by; to drop in; to approach; to draw near; to come close (to)
having in mind; happening to know (of); idea (of); inkling
keeping alive longer; prolonging life; life extension; life-support
to be connected (to); to be joined together; to connect (of a telephone call, the internet, etc.); to get through; to lead (to an outcome); to bring about (a result); to be lined up (e.g. of cars)
before one knows; before one becomes aware of; unnoticed; unawares
surrounding at a distance
curiosity of fear; urge to look at something frightening; wanting to take a peek at something unpleasant
to send; to dispatch; to see (someone) off; to escort; to bid farewell to (the departed); to say goodbye to; to spend (time)
target; object (of worship, study, etc.); subject (of taxation, etc.); coverage
a-ha-ha (laughing loudly)
to make way for; to make room for; to get out of the way; to pave the way for; to open up opportunity
to run about frantically trying to escape; to run this way and that to make one's escape