to endure; to keep out (e.g. rain); to pull through; to get over; to surpass; to outdo
shivering; trembling; shuddering; shaking
lie; fib; mistake; error; unwise move; bad decision
inner thoughts; real intention; at heart; deep down; inner center (centre)
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
to strike back at; to bite back; to turn on; to rise against; to oppose; to defy
monologue; soliloquy; talking to oneself
true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience
anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity
to crush; to squash; to flatten; to quash (a plan, opposition, etc.); to crush; to suppress
to rely on; to depend on; to count on; to turn to (for help)
wandering (around); roaming; loitering; prowling; hanging around
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
being used to ...; getting used to ...; being accustomed to; being conditioned to; be familiar with
mouth; opening; hole; mouth (of a bottle); spout; gate; door
in a manner of speaking; as it were; so to speak; if you like; per se
more than most people; more than other people; compared with other people; more than others
to lose focus; to let one's mind wander; to relax one's attention
gap; opening; break; interval; unguarded moment; carelessness
back-facing; backwards; backward-looking; retrogressive; reactionary
one cup (of); one glass (of); one drink (of alcohol); full; filled (with); fully; to capacity
master; boss; stable master; craftsman; artisan; (arch.) foster parent
instead of; in place of; as a substitute for; in exchange for; in return for; to make up for
to look out on; to overlook; to face (a situation, crisis, etc.); to meet (e.g. death); to deal with (an issue); to attend (e.g. a function)
to digest; to break down; to break to pieces; to be able to use; to be good at; to finish; to complete
(on) one's own; (by) oneself
may; might; perhaps; may be; possibly
(not saying anything) no matter what
what's in one's heart; one's emotional state; what one feels
a piece; a scrap; a fragment; iota; modicum; trace
before one's eyes; in front of one; under one's nose; immediate; imminent; around the corner
to sense; to perceive; to understand; to comprehend; to attain enlightenment
practitioner (of medicine, sorcery, fortune telling, etc.)
use; application; employment; utilization; utilisation
to be able (to); to be possible (to)
hammer; mallet; sledgehammer; gavel
to wield; to brandish; to display (one's knowledge); to show off; to abuse (one's power); to manipulate someone
having no choice but to ...; all one can do is ...; there's nothing to do except ...; having nothing but ...; there is only ...; having only ...
at least; at most; (even) just
what little ... one has; tiny amount of; paltry
courage; bravery; pluck; nerve; grit; guts
to not give in; to be obstinate; to be stubborn; to be perverse
as one wishes; as one wants; to one's satisfaction
swing; shake; appearance; behaviour; pretence; pretense; (a customer) coming to restaurant, ryokan, etc. without a reservation or introduction
bottom; buttocks; bidet function (for anal cleansing)
earth; soil; the earth (historically, esp. as opposed to the heavens); the ground; low-quality torinoko-gami (containing mud); (period of) refraining from construction in the direction of the god of the earth (in Onmyōdō)