with these words; while saying
to become like a different person; to have a change in personality
elucidation; explication; explaining; unravelling; clarification; understanding
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to
life; life force; lifetime; lifespan; most important thing; foundation
desperation; struggle to the death
historical document; archives; old manuscript; pre-Meiji era document addressed to someone in particular
to turn over; to turn upside down; to knock over; to tip over; to overturn (e.g. a decision); to upset
death; (an) out; death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation; most severe of the five ritsuryō punishments)
charm; spell; curse; malediction; dharani; mantra
use; application; employment; utilization; utilisation
to forbid; to ban; to prohibit; to suppress (a feeling, laughter, etc.); to hold back (e.g. tears)
to get twisted; to get warped; to get distorted; to twist; to warp
how much; something over; and something; however (much); no matter how
to get twisted; to get warped; to get distorted; to twist; to warp
society; the world; the times
to be decided; to be settled; to be unchanging; to be the same (as always); to be a fixed rule; to be destined; to be well executed (of a manoeuvre in a sport, game, etc.)
self-awareness; awareness (of one's position, abilities, duty, etc.); perceiving (something); taking in (a sensation); self-consciousness
chance; start; opportunity; cause; reason; excuse
entrance; entry; gate; approach; mouth
beginning; start; clue; lead; thread end
to move; to shift; to inspire; to rouse; to change; to alter; to operate
existence; being; presence
opposite side; bottom; rear; back; lining; inside; in the shadows
to wriggle; to squirm; to crawl like a worm
to weave in (a pattern, colour, material, etc.)
ring; circle; hoop; wheel; circle (e.g. of friends); planetary ring
rotation; revolution; working (e.g. of one's mind); function; turnover (of goods, funds, etc.); circulation
via; through; by doing; by means of; using
to be broken; to break; to break (down); to stop working; to fall through (of a plan, deal, etc.); to collapse
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
somehow; how; in what way; why; what kind of
greedy; avaricious; covetous; raga (desire)
to eat; to drink; to receive (e.g. a blow); to be on the receiving end (of something undesirable); to undergo (trouble)
research; investigation; enquiry; inquiry; study
to prove successful; to take hold; to amount to something
not caring; not giving a damn
unpleasant; uncomfortable; creepy; spooky