to abandon; to fail; to desert; to forsake
really; truly; very; extremely; exceedingly; sincerely
(one's) self; oneself; yourself; himself; herself
even; (if) only; just; besides; on top of that
novice; beginner; starting to run; running off; running away
coincidence; chance; by chance; unexpectedly; contingency
unavoidably; inevitably; necessarily; reluctantly; against one's will
to run away; to flee; to make off; to start to run away
victim; injured party; sufferer
so; like this; in this way; this much; to this extent
to cause trouble (for someone); to annoy; to bother; to inconvenience
good person; virtuous person; good-natured person; gullible person
claim; insistence; assertion; advocacy; emphasis; contention
stubbornly; firmly; determinedly; obstinately; resolutely; adamantly
readiness; (mental) preparedness; resolution; determination; resignation (to one's fate)
leaving behind; desertion; abandonment
particularly; only; in the case of
slowly (but steadily); gradually; bit-by-bit; slowly soaking in; slowly permeating; oozing out
to torment; to harass; to tease; to extort; to shake down; to demand money
to cry; to shed tears; to suffer (from); to be troubled (by); to accept (an unreasonable request, loss, etc.); to do reluctantly
weak; weakly; feeble; frail; delicate; faint (voice, sunlight, etc.)
I'm sorry; my apologies; may I come in?; permission; leave; dismissal
mother; mom; wife; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); she
nerve; nerves; sensitivity
penance; austerities; mortification; difficult work; strenuous task
repeated blows; striking repeatedly; barrage; consecutive hits (e.g. in boxing, baseball)
compensation; reparation; price (of achieving a goal); cost; paying compensation on someone's behalf; compensation
mental; spiritual; emotional
to be injured; to sustain a wound
reason; grounds; circumstances
supposing; even if; granting that; temporarily; provisionally; for the time being
impediment; burden; encumbrance; hindrance; drag
hunting ground; hunting preserve
confluence (of rivers); flowing together; joining; joining (of people, groups, parties, etc.); union; linking up
always; constantly; at all times; habitually
to pay attention; to be watchful
conversely; on the contrary
shaking; trembling; pitching; disturbance; unrest; agitation