in confusion; in a fluster; in bewilderment; sobbing; tearfully; trembling (voice)
when it comes to ...; if one were to speak of ...; by ... you mean ...; when you say ... you mean that ...; whenever ...; if it's ... then (without fail)
to disappear into; to be lost in; to do something under the cover of (confusion, etc.); to be almost indistinguishable; to be confusingly similar; to be diverted from (negative emotions, etc.)
sharp pain; acute pain; intense pain
proof; evidence; sign; witnessing; testifying; testimony
helpless; forlorn; hopeless; unpromising; lonely; discouraging
without hesitation; without a qualm; at the drop of a hat
to grasp back; to squeeze back; to grab back
gap; lag; difference; discrepancy; shear (e.g. shear stress)
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
the person in question; prominent figure; distinguished person; that person
to beat fast (of one's heart); to flutter (with joy, anticipation, etc.); to throb; to pound; to palpitate
beat; palpitation; pulsation; throbbing
inside; interior; inner part
to float; to become merry; to be cheerful; to become loose; to become unsteady; to feel out of it; to be cut off (e.g. from those around you)
man; male; masculine gender
fastidiousness; love of cleanliness; uprightness; integrity; scrupulousness
flute; fife; pipe; whistle
to slide; to slip off; to get dislocated; to be out of alignment; to get dislodged; to deviate
to apply (of a rule); to be applicable (of standards, lessons, ideas, etc.); to hold true (e.g. of a description); to fit; to be suitable (e.g. of a word); to meet (requirements)
rough; wild; violent; immoderate; extravagant; reckless
to hang; to suspend; to lower; to reduce; to demote; to move back
monologue; soliloquy; talking to oneself
calmly; quietly; gently; be quiet!
unexpected; surprising; unanticipated; strange; unforeseen
cannot be helped; unavoidable; pointless; useless; hopeless (person); annoying
face; looks; countenance; vestige; trace; reminder
(young) seductress; temptress; little devil; imp
large; big; great; prominent; -sized; as big as; university
loud laughter; roaring with laughter
laugh; laughter; smile; sneer; sex aids (e.g. dildos, pornographic books, erotic woodblock prints, etc.)
(not) even once; (not) ever
reproachful; resentful; spiteful
continuation; rest (of the story, work, etc.); flow (e.g. of a piece of writing); pacing (of a story); succession (of); sequence
to urge; to encourage; to press; to stimulate (e.g. growth); to hasten (e.g. development); to quicken
to be; to come; to go; to be (doing)
to yearn (for); to miss; to feel nostalgic (for); to recall fondly
to spare; to grudge; to regret; to lament; to be reluctant (to do); to be unwilling
memories; recollections; reminiscence
to encourage; to cheer on; to cheer (someone) up; to raise (one's voice)
cruel; merciless; atrocious; pitiful; tragic; horrible
to play with (a toy, one's hair, etc.); to fiddle with; to toy with (another's emotions, etc.); to trifle with; to do with something as one pleases; to appreciate
insult; affront; disgrace; sexual assault; rape