dark history; dark past; something one wants to forget or pretend never happened
adverse circumstances; unfortunate situation; adversity
to be affectionate towards; to show tenderness towards; to treat tenderly; to love
to knead; to mix with fingers; to quibble; to argue for argument's sake
to take offense; to take offence; to get angry; to lose one's temper
laughable; ridiculous; pitiful; contemptible; absurd; nonsensical
to act arrogantly; to be puffed up with success; to behave like one is better than others
to have a comeback for every remark; to be always ready with excuses; to contradict everything
obstinate person; stubbornness; pigheadedness; hard head (like a rock)
problems caused by old people; harm to society by gerontocracy
teacher; master; religious leader; specialist; five-battalion brigade comprising 2500 men (Zhou dynasty Chinese army)
stone paving; cobble paving; stone steps; check (pattern); pavé (rectangular dessert, usu. made from chocolate or several layers of sponge cake)
to stay on; to remain; to hold out; to stop (doing); to give up
to exploit a gap (in attention, security, etc.); to catch off guard
diet; dieting; losing weight (through dieting, exercise, etc.)
exhaustion; consumption; using up; dissipation; waste
to push back; to press back; to force back
to change (with the passage of time); to fade; to wane; to decline
labored breathing; laboured breathing; dyspnea; dyspnoea
to gouge; to hollow out; to greatly perturb; to cause emotional pain; to get to the bottom of things; to relentlessly bring the truth to light
to be squashed by; to be pinned under
slowly (but steadily); gradually; bit-by-bit; slowly soaking in; slowly permeating; oozing out
losing by being overmatched; being defeated by a stronger opponent; losing by misusing one's powers; defeat as a result of trying too hard
strength; power; proficiency; ability
(not) a single person; (no) one
to show mercy; to show sympathy; to have compassion; to be kind
I can't die and leave things this way
stale; hackneyed; clichéd
to crush; to squash; to flatten; to quash (a plan, opposition, etc.); to crush; to suppress
to take advantage of someone's kindness or patience; to get carried away; to be elated; to get puffed up (with pride); to push one's luck; to get cocky
to jar; to creak; to grate
to trample; to crush underfoot
to take care of; to bring up under one's personal care; to kill with one's own hands; to do personally; to handle (e.g. a job); to request that someone deal with (something)
cannot bear (doing); cannot bring oneself (to do); reluctant (to do)
allegiance; obedience; submission
calling repeatedly (e.g. someone's name); shouting repeatedly; pronouncing successively (usu. repeating a syllable with voicing, as in "tsuzuku")
oops; that's enough (when pouring up alcohol, etc.)
compression; condensing; shortening; compression (of data)
gentle breeze; soft wind; breath of air; zephyr
depths of Hell; abyss; inescapable situation
sense of loss; feeling of loss
to be worm-eaten; to be eaten by worms; to affect adversely; to spoil; to ruin