jpdb beta

self-awareness; awareness (of one's position, abilities, duty, etc.); perceiving (something); taking in (a sensation); self-consciousness

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to leak out (of a secret); to come out; to be exposed (of a lie, improper behaviour, etc.); to get away (of a fish)

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inside; interior; (within) one's mind; one's soul; one's heart

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viscous; mushy; muddy; dirty (with oil, grease, etc.); to be in an ugly state (of emotions, relations, etc.); to be murky

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to whirl; to eddy; to swirl; to whirl around (of feelings, thoughts, etc.); to swirl around; to surge

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choice; selection; option

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epilogue

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sealing (away); containment; suppression; seal; place where something is sealed; seam (of an envelope)

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both sides

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to harden; to freeze; to put together; to collect; to make secure; to stabilize; to fortify

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division; section; compartment; block; plot; lot

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to open (one's eyes) wide

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colour; color; complexion; skin colour; look (on one's face); expression; appearance

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all; altogether; entirely; exactly alike (e.g. in appearance); spitting image of; identical

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parents; both parents

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dying; death; dead; useless; damned

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between life and death

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hateful; detestable; loathsome

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to obtain; to get; to procure; to win; to secure

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to curse; to put a curse on; to detest intensely

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homeland; motherland; fatherland; native country

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monarch; sovereign; ruler; liege (lord)

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enemy nation

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to show mercy; to show sympathy; to have compassion; to be kind

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unrelated; unconnected; without relations (esp. of a deceased person); having no surviving relatives; unrelated to the teachings of Buddha; unable to be saved by Buddha

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being resented (by someone one holds resentment towards); responding to kindness with resentment; thinking ill of someone who meant to be kind; unjustified resentment; unreasonable grudge

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moderate

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though; even if; whether ... or ...

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with resolution

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father; father (e.g. of a discipline); pioneer (e.g. of field of research); God; Father

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mother

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insistent; obstinate; persistent; too rich (taste, etc.); fatty; heavy

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to hang on to; to hang from; to hound; to keep after (someone); to grab the front of the opponent's mawashi, place one's head against their chest, and lower one's hips

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false accusation; trumped up-charge; pretext; statement that cannot be retracted; saying something one cannot take back

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to cut into (a conversation); to interject

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Lili; Lilli; Lily; Riri

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wicked; evil

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unjust; inhuman

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betrayer; traitor; turncoat; informer

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to abuse (verbally); to curse at; to shout abuse at; to speak ill of

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inconvenient

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bottom; sole; depths (e.g. of despair, the sea); bottom (of one's heart); limit; end

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unlimited; unrestricted; limitless

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cannot be helped; unavoidable

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to remove; to deinstall; to take away; to set apart

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to admit fault; to admit one is wrong

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stronghold; inner citadel; base; headquarters

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to die; to pass away

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to stop up; to close up; to stand in the way; to obstruct; to occupy; to fill up

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to flash (e.g. lightning); to flicker; to flutter (e.g. flag); to wave; to flash into one's mind (e.g. an idea); to come to one suddenly

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