to pass (time); to spend; to overdo (esp. of one's alcohol consumption); to drink (alcohol); (arch.) to take care of; (arch.) to support
dumbfounded; overcome with surprise; in blank amazement; in a daze
complex; complicated; intricate; mixed (feelings)
memories; recollections; reminiscence
treachery; betrayal; perfidy
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
given the situation; now that it has come to this; if it comes to this
one's house; one's home; one's family
several years; a few years
to live; to get along; to spend (time)
vague; faint; dim; indistinct; hazy; blurry
father and mother; parents
hardly any; almost nonexistent; very little
no more than; just; only; mere; goes no further than
to ask a question; to begin to ask a question
murmur; mutter; murmuring; tweet; Twitter post
to catch (someone's words); to make out; to follow; to ask about (a situation, circumstances, etc.); to inquire
unthinkable; unimaginable; terrible; awful; (arch.) very
coincidence; chance; by chance; unexpectedly; contingency
double suicide; lovers' suicide
to speak to; to give a (something) talk to; to speak words of (something)
to think of; to hit upon; to come into one's mind; to remember; to recall
disorder; chaos; confusion; mayhem
sentiment; emotions; one's feelings; one's heart
back; rear; background; behind the scenes
to hug someone close; to hold someone tight; to embrace closely
please; somehow or other; one way or another
instant; moment; for an instant
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
binding hand and foot; temporary feeling of paralysis; sleep paralysis; being tied down with money
to be solved; to be resolved; to loosen; to come untied; to be removed (of restrictions); to be lifted (e.g. a ban)
somehow; somewhat; seemingly
success; passing (e.g. exam); eligibility
lion; left-hand guardian dog at a Shinto shrine
back side; back end; posterior; rear
to collapse; to crumble; to get out of shape; to lose one's shape; to break down; to be thrown into disarray; to crash (stock market)
long time; long interval; for quite some time
bookshelves; bookshelf; bookcase
accumulation; pile; heap; sedimentation
spiderweb; spider web; spider's web; cobweb
to stick; to paste; to stretch; to spread; to form (e.g. ice on a pond); to fill; to swell