since one was born; in one's (entire) life; in all one's life
willingly; voluntarily; of one's own accord
nonexistent; not being (there); not having; not
that way; that direction; that (one); that person; there; over there
direction; way; point of the compass; cardinal direction; method; means
shy; diffident; retiring; reserved
sharing an umbrella; being under one umbrella; drawing of an umbrella with two names under it (equivalent of "X loves Y")
to tease; to make fun of; to poke fun at; to make a crack about; to chaff; to kid
in any case; at any rate; anyhow; anyway; as you know; for you see
intracerebral; inside the brain; (occurring) in the mind; mental (e.g. image); imaginary
practice; training; drill; (an) exercise; workout
how (beautiful, tasty, etc.); what a ...; nothing worth mentioning; nothing special; of what name
too; also; still; as before; even so; either way
chat-up line; pick-up line; (loving) words
flash; instant; lightning (speed)
romance (e.g. Arthurian romances); heroic tale; (nigh) impossible dream; adventurous spirit; (full-length) novel; romance
to freeze (from fear); to be unable to (too frightened to) run
miserable; pitiable; shameful; deplorable; pathetic
to hang; to suspend; to hang oneself; to hoist an opponent off of his feet by his loincloth; to turn upwards (as if being pulled); to be slanted (of eyes)
being put off (by someone's words, behaviour, etc.); being taken aback; recoiling (in shock, disgust, etc.); zooming out or pulling the camera back to get a wider image
ennui; boredom; listlessness; languor
the very start; the very beginning
opening fully; full throttle; full power
overflowing; effusive; exuberant; bountiful
shameful; disgraceful; unsightly; indecent; unseemly; unbecoming
shade; shadow; behind (something); other side; the background; behind the scenes
notches; serration; indentation; notched; serrated; jagged
last (on the list); (at the) bottom; (in) last position; tailender
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; by the way
affectation; pretension; posturing; posing as; behaving as; acting like
to be affected; to put on airs; to act like (something one isn't); to pretend to be
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
to look (stare) back at (someone); to look at again; to re-examine; to prove oneself superior (to someone who had previously been condescending); to put a person to shame; to look back (behind oneself)
to be awash with; to teem with; to be full of
since some time or another; since who-knows-when