with difficulty; faltering; tottering; awkward
cowardice; timidity; bashfulness
to open one's heart; to throw off reserve; to be frank
envious; jealous; enviable (position, etc.)
as a child; when one was a child; childhood
to shout (in anger); to yell
mostly; ordinarily; probably; most; almost all; ordinary
to give up all thoughts of; to abandon; to despair of; to make up one's mind; to take a momentous decision
to surprise; to frighten; to create a stir
normally; ordinarily; by anyone's standards; by normal standards; without any issues; without any difficulty
even so; however; still; whereupon; even though; nevertheless
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
prickling; stinging; biting; tale-telling; tattling
to hurt; to ache; to feel a pain; to be injured; to be spoiled (e.g. food); to be damaged
to hide; to keep to oneself
to watch over; to watch attentively
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
boo! (sound used to scare someone); ugh (dissatisfaction, aggravation); ulp (consternation)
awareness of things around one; ability to understand what is going on around oneself; judgment; judgement; discretion
day after day; day by day
practice; practising; training; study
to do nothing but; to spend all one's time doing
to sharpen; to grind; to whet; to hone; to make keen
to accrete; to become whole; to come together
selflessness; self-effacement; self-renunciation; anatta; anatman; doctrine that states that humans do not possess souls
state (of mind); mental state; field (of activity); one's lot; circumstance; place
sympathy; empathy; response
modest; reserved; quiet; humble
to advise strongly; to insist (on something)
pursuit of knowledge; studying; learning; training; completing a course
to entangle; to entwine; to pick a quarrel; to find fault; to be involved with; to be influenced by
one way or another; in many ways; in various ways
riddle; puzzle; enigma; enigmatic; mysterious
personage; person (deserving of respect)
amateur; layman; respectable woman (i.e. not a prostitute, hostess, geisha); (arch.) unlicensed prostitute
to be affected; to be influenced; to be concerned with; to have to do with; to stick to (opinions)
dynamic visual acuity; DVA; kinetic vision; ability to identify objects in motion
to be matched against (in a sports contest)
sword skills; swordsmanship
dreadful; terrible; horrible; fearsome; formidable; awesome