anguished; distressed; worried; horny
whirlpool; swirl; eddy; vortex; maelstrom
to disturb; to upset; to ruffle; to stir up; to mess up
until now; so far; up to the present
craving; longing; thirsting
to cling to; to depend on; to embrace; to hug
being overheard; being leaked (e.g. secrets); going in one ear and out the other
father (esp. used in samurai families prior to the Meiji period)
the deceased; the departed
wishes of a deceased person; dying wish
to knit one's brows (in discomfort, unease, disapproval, etc.); to raise one's eyebrows; to frown; to scowl
to raise; to rear; to train; to teach; to promote the growth of; to nurture
neighbour; neighbor; neighbourhood; neighborhood
master; teacher; stable master
to look up (at); to look up to; to respect; to ask for (e.g. guidance); to seek; to depend on
boy; juvenile; young boy; youth; lad
delivering an order; dispatch of an order; messenger; orderly; runner
transport; transportation; conveyance; carriage
shade; shadow; behind (something); other side; background; behind the scenes
inside the breast of one's clothing (esp. kimono); bosom; space between one's chest and outstretched arms; (one's) reach; heart (e.g. of a mountain); bosom (e.g. of nature)
to hew; to chop up; to mangle; to mince
cremated remains (esp. the bones); ashes; remains (of war dead)
to use; to make use of; to utilize; to utilise
to think; to consider; to think (of doing); to plan (to do); to judge; to assess; to imagine
a matter of course; what is to be expected; par for the course
to cut off; to lop off; to prune
diamond (mineral, gemstone); diamond; infield; diamond (card suit)
to affix; to append; to entrust; to refer; to follow (the leader); to submit (a document, etc.)
to do with enthusiasm; to be excited to do; to throw oneself into
thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love
answer; reply; response; answer; solution; result
now that; since; as long as; provided that
to roughen (e.g. one's attitude); to raise (one's voice)
actually; really; truly; in practice; practically
to curse; to put a curse on; to detest intensely
no more than; just; only; mere; goes no further than
to point; to nominate; to select someone; to identify; to indicate; to play (a game of shogi)
to overflow; to brim over; to flood
this world; this life; world of the living
execution by tying a victim to a post and stabbing with spears; crucifixion
true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience
to place on (something); to give (someone) a ride; to give a lift; to load (luggage); to carry; to send out (on the airwaves, etc.); to deceive
to resolve to do; to make up one's mind to do; to set one's heart on; to have one's heart set on
to be overawed; to be overpowered; to lose the mental battle