to commit suicide; to end one's life; (lit.) to choose death
as affairs stand; judging from the present situation; as things are now
to wake (someone) up (roughly); to rouse out of bed; to awaken (someone) by knocking at the door
every last one; one and all; from A to Z; as soon as; right after; no sooner (than)
to hang; to droop; to give (e.g. lesson, instruction, scolding) (to someone of lower status); to confer; to drip; to ooze; to leave behind (at death)
to become pale; to turn pale
to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb
to breathe out; to exhale
trouble; difficulties; dispute; confusion; disorder; mess
all you want; as much as one wants
having at one's mercy; trifling with; toying with; playing with; making a fool of; leading around by the nose
whereabouts; place; location; place where one belongs; where one fits in; place where one can be oneself
unnatural; artificial; affected; strained
to weigh on one's mind; to worry one; to be concerned about
to carry on; to go on with one's life; to keep alive; to stay alive; to survive
readiness; (mental) preparedness; resolution; determination; resignation (to one's fate)
to use and then throw away
to be out of breath; to breathe hard (e.g. during physical activity); to pant
destination (one is heading towards); goal
to catch up (with); to draw level; to pull even; to be compensated; to make up for one's losses
to measure; to weigh; to survey; to conjecture; to infer; to surmise
to attack; to go for; to come at; to pounce on; to jump on; to swoop down on
unidentifiable; unidentified
as you see; as you can see; in accordance with what you see
fortune-telling; divination; fortune-teller; diviner
devastating; gut-wrenching; shocking; startling; sensational; astounding
meeting; rendezvous; meeting for the first time; coming across; confluence
pink; erotic; blue; pornographic
grunt; grumble; pimples; spots; cutting into small pieces; simmering
frequently; often; (staring) fixedly; narrowly; closely
question; inquiry; enquiry
obligatory supply (of goods to the government, e.g. during wartime); delivery (to the government at a fixed price, e.g. of rice)
serial number; consecutive number
huh?; eh?; what?; oh; hey!; look!
brow; glabella; middle forehead; area between the eyebrows
to wrinkle up (e.g. one's eyebrows, nose, etc.); to furrow; to crimple
(time of) emergency; (in) event of emergency; (in) case of emergency
bewilderment; perplexity; embarrassment; confusion
occasionally; once in a while; now and then
ripple (on water); wavelets; ripple (e.g. of uneasiness); unrest; disturbance
reason; logic; method; system; order