self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
lump; mass; group; crowd; embodiment (of an idea, quality, feeling etc.); personification
indecisively; hesitantly; irresolutely; wishy-washily
adventure; venture; venture which is unlikely to succeed; risky attempt; danger
live coverage; on-the-spot telecast
left; left-hand side; left hand; the left (wing); leftist; fondness for alcohol
what kind of; what sort of; what; no matter what (kind of); whatever; any
to choose one's words (with care); to be careful with one's words
pitiful; pathetic; painful (to look at)
origin; genesis; opening; start; beginning
to claim victims; to cause casualties
young (usu. of a woman); blooming; in the prime of youth; with a charm appropriate to one's age
woman; female; feminine gender
(school) girlish taste (for things that are sweet, cute, romantic, etc.); interest in young girls (rather than adult women)
to humiliate; to disgrace; to put to shame; to violate; to (sexually) assault; to rape
truth; reality; sincerity; honesty; indeed; really
ninth; Beethoven's Ninth Symphony
maneuver (usu. of military force); manoeuvre; mobile; nimble; agile
room; wife (of someone of high rank); scabbard; Chinese "Encampment" constellation (one of the 28 mansions)
assistant; associate; duplicate; copy; adverb
aid; help; assistance; assistant; counselor; counsellor
(private) secretary; treasured book; secret book
young person; youth; young
(the) whole; as a whole; in general; at large
chief; main; principal; important
business; work; operations; service; duties
chord name; chord symbol; code name
open-air fire (e.g. for garden refuse); bonfire; campfire; open fire (e.g. in a kitchen)
middle of the night; dead of night
one long cylindrical thing; one film, TV show, etc.; one version; one book; a certain book; ippon; one point
telephone call; phone call; telephone (device); phone
fate; destiny; connection; tie; pretext; justification
dark side (of nature, town, etc.)
to carry on one's shoulder; to shoulder; to bear; to bear (a burden, responsibility, etc.); to take upon oneself
expert; learned person; doctor; PhD; instructor at the imperial court (ritsuryō period); pitch and length marks (to accompany a Buddhist liturgical chant, etc.)
dispatch; despatch; deployment; temporary employee (esp. from an agency); temporary worker; agency temp
trump; trump card; ace up one's sleeve; secret weapon
manufacture; production; production (of a film, play, TV show, etc.)
flourish of trumpets; fanfare