start; beginning; first step; clue
fetters; shackles; hobbles; encumbrance; hindrance; burden
desire; want; will; wish; urge; craving
lack of ability; incompetence; incapacity
far beyond one's power; not at all equal; no match for
secret technique; secret art
indeed; really; absolutely; truly; actually; very
before very long; soon; someday; one of these days; sooner or later
what one has a mind to do; what one feels like (doing); being so minded; (with) that in mind
to curse; to put a curse on; to detest intensely
to kick; to treat (a person) poorly; to walk all over (someone)
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
ten thousand years; eternity; perennial; perpetual
one's dearest wish; Buddha's vow to save humanity
flood of emotions; many thoughts
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
great debt of gratitude; great obligation
parent-in-law; parents-in-law
leader; pioneer; guide; leader (in Shugendō)
self-assessment; self-evaluation; self-rating; self-esteem
to entrust (someone) with; to leave (a matter) with someone; to have someone deliver (a message, parcel, etc.); to send (through someone); to use (something) to express (one's feelings, opinion, etc.); to express in the form of (something)
brethren; brothers; fellow countrymen; fellowman; compatriot
to work (for); to be employed (at); to serve (as); to act (as); to conduct a religious service
this sort of; of this kind; of the sort; such
to hear; to be told; to know; to receive (order); to undertake; to comply
to beg; to ask; to request; to invite
to shut; to close; to block (a street, entrance, etc.); to shut in (with snow, ice, etc.); to shut off; to consume (with negative feelings)
beyond; across; the other side; the distance
presentiment; premonition; hunch; to have a premonition; to have a hunch
to keep away; to keep at a distance
ability; gift; talent; sai; traditional unit of volume, approx. 1.8 ml
to see through; to see into (someone's heart, mind, etc.); to perceive; to find out; to detect
to be filled with grief; to be overcome with sorrow
setting off (on a trip); departure
brow; glabella; middle forehead; area between the eyebrows
to wrinkle up (one's eyebrows, one's nose); to furrow; to crimple
deeply ashamed (of oneself); overwhelmed with shame
source (e.g. of a river); headwaters; origin of something continuous (language, culture, etc.)
to boil up; to come to the boil; to arise; to break out; to get excited; to be in uproar
source (of a spring, etc.); source (of payment, energy, knowledge, etc.); origin; wellspring