gradually; steadily; slowly; little by little; step by step; by degrees
devoted; self-sacrificing
near; close; beside; attendant; retainer; vassal
official announcement; proclamation
last drink (of sake); last glass; last cup
to be anxious or concerned about; to ponder (anxiously); to fear; to investigate; to consider; to plan
please remember me; please help me; please treat me well; please do; please take care of
weakness; debility; breakdown; prostration
even; even if; even though; because of; on the grounds that
gloss; luster; mellowness (of a voice); youthfulness (e.g. of skin); interest; appeal
care; looking after; repair; (police) raid; crackdown
without eating or drinking
conviction; belief; confidence
unrelated; irrelevant; unconcerned; unconnected
chance; start; cue; excuse; motive; impetus
to return to normal; to revert to the starting point; to go back to how it was
possible; likely; probable
incident; affair; happening; event
to try all possible means
meaningfully (smiling, grinning, etc.); suggestively; broadly; sneeringly
to love; to cherish; to admire; to appreciate
somehow; for some reason; without knowing why
hazy; misty; foggy; hazy feeling; uncertain feeling; feeling gloomy
trouble; troubles; worry; distress; sorrows; anguish
early; a little earlier than usual; a little faster than usual; slightly quicker
what is to be done?; what should (I) do?; what (am I) to do?
to attempt; to test; to try out
intent to kill; intent to murder; urge to kill; murderous impulse
trigger (of a gun, etc.); trigger (for something); immediate cause
to reach back into one's memory; to search one's mind; to recall
something like ...; something called ...
reality; actuality; practice (as opposed to theory); truly; really; bhutakoti (limit of reality)
-ish; -like; resembling; appearing to be; seeming to be
to find out; to discover; to locate
with these words; while saying
to smile (at); to grin (at)
to touch; to come in contact with; to receive (e.g. visitor); to attend to; to receive (news); to get; to encounter
speaking voice; talking voice
to stiffen; to become stiff