to disturb; to upset; to ruffle; to stir up; to mess up
dropping (of tears, dew, etc.); falling off; dropping off; inadvertently (coming to the surface); letting out (e.g. a secret)
to laugh at; to ridicule; to mock; to make fun of; to sneer at
dying; death; dead; useless; damned
to arrive; to come to pass
until now; so far; up to the present
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
sense of emptiness; empty feeling; feeling of meaninglessness
to torment; to torture; to harass
extraordinary; preposterous; outrageous; absurd
fruitless effort; wasted effort; abortive scheme; futility
to ask; to inquire; to blame (someone) for; to accuse of; to care about; to regard as important
to become frightened; to be frightened (of); to be scared (of)
innumerable; countless; numberless
aim; object; expectations; prospects; something that can be relied upon; snack served with alcoholic drink; pad
refusal; rejection; denial; veto
to be muddy; to be slushy
earth; soil; the earth (historically, esp. as opposed to the heavens); the ground; low-quality torinoko-gami (containing mud); (period of) refraining from construction in the direction of the god of the earth (in Onmyōdō)
tottering; staggering; faltering; reeling
red; crimson; Red; communist; (arch.) beautiful
extremely familiar; very well-acquainted
to go through; to suffer; to experience (something unpleasant)
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
throbbing (pain); pounding
to release; to let go; to free; to add (pieces of eggplant, potato, etc.) to water, broth, etc.
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
cruelty; coldheartedness; relentless; ruthless
to harm; to hurt; to injure; to miss one's chance to (do something); to fail to (do what one ought to have done)
whistling sound; wheezing sound; sound of the wind; wuthering; howling; soughing
the whole body; all one's (strength, anger, spirit, etc.)
calm; serenity; tranquillity; tranquility
to dress (oneself in); to attire oneself in; to adorn; to pretend; to feign; to affect
serious look (on one's face); straight face
it doesn't matter what; anything is fine
to grant (request, wish); to answer (prayer); to fulfill (conditions); to meet (requirements)