reflection; reconsideration; introspection; regret; repentance; remorse
by myself; in person; by oneself
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
regarding; in; to; towards; with regards to
sentence-ending particle expressing doubt
somehow; how; in what way; why; what kind of
special; particular; extraordinary; exceptional; especial
to strike; to hit; to beat; to punch
without change; as is; just like; extremely similar; immediately; just after
not asking (about); letting go unquestioned; disregarding; ignoring; overlooking
to cry; to weep; to sob; to howl
to one's heart's content; as much as one wants; as hard as one can; resolution; decisiveness; determination
I'm sorry; (it's) inexcusable; thank you very much (for help, etc.)
passing university entrance exams in the last year of high school (instead of failing then taking gap year(s))
inside; within; while (e.g. one is young); during; among; amongst; in (secret, chaos, poverty, etc.)
enough; sufficient; sufficiently; fully; division into ten
disliked; hated; tendency; smack (of); distinction; discrimination
entry to school or university; matriculation; enrolment (in university, etc.) (enrollment)
applicant; candidate; person interested in doing something; person wanting to do something; interested party; volunteer
to aim at (for, to do, to become); to try for; to have an eye on; to go toward; to head for
pupil; student; schoolchild
pickled (something); pickled in (something); preserved in; overreliance on (e.g. medication); excessive use of
to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
to keep a promise; to keep one's word
colluding; complicity; liaison; compromise; giving in
to be (of animate objects); to exist; to stay; to be ...-ing; to have been ...-ing
to be much obliged (to someone); to receive favor (favour); to be indebted; to be grateful
cowardly; craven; unfair; mean; sneaky
to sow seeds; to sow the seeds of ... (e.g. conflict)
to make; to produce; to prepare (food); to brew (alcohol); to raise; to grow; to till
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
halfway; half measures; unfinished; incomplete; by halves; half-baked
to throw out; to drop; to toss; to abandon; to neglect; to dismiss
to run away; to flee; to make off; to start to run away
to disappear (of people or animals); to go (away); to leave; to no longer exist
isn't it?; let's ...; why don't we ...; how about we ...
good; advantage; sake; purpose; consequence; result
hope; promise; expectation; anticipation; side of a structural member
to teach; to instruct; to tell; to inform; to preach
careless; thoughtless; rash; rude; at fault
in addition; furthermore; above (which); on top of (which)