the more I think about it; the more one thinks about it
miserable; wretched; unhappy; sad; pitiable
calmness; composure; coolness; serenity; presence of mind
policy; course; plan (of action); magnetic needle
to stand up; to put up; to thrust into; to bury into; to make (a noise); to start (a rumour); to make
trouble; bother; trouble; difficulty; care; attention
to see (a doctor, etc.); to consult (someone)
in the meanwhile; during the time
return to work; going back to work
to continue to work; to work away (at)
how many years; how long; what year
to resign; to retire; to quit; to leave (one's job, etc.)
present condition; existing state; status quo; current state
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
to leave (in someone's keeping); to put (in someone's care); to put (someone) in charge of; to leave (a matter) in someone's hands; to lean on; to put one's weight on
mental; spiritual; emotional
moving about; stirring about
to abate; to decrease; to diminish; to shorten
as much as one can; as much as possible; if at all possible
to increase; to add to; to augment
to desire; to wish for; to expect; to see; to command (a view of)
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
indescribable; inexpressible; unspeakable; indefinable; nobody can tell
to confide; to reveal; to disclose; to lay bare; to speak frankly; to open (one's heart)
to save; to rescue; to help; to assist; to support (financially); to contribute (to)
a great deal; very much; a lot; (arch.) with a great amount of effort
unexpectedly; surprisingly
receiving; reception; eating; drinking; please; please do for me
to arrive at (after a struggle); to finally reach; to find one's way to; to finally hit on (e.g. an idea)
to protect; to guard; to defend; to keep (i.e. a promise); to abide (by the rules); to observe
something like ...; something called ...
to consider carefully; to deliberate thoroughly; to think over
to stay on; to remain; to hold out; to stop (doing); to give up
adultery; immorality; impropriety; (an) affair
confidence; trust; faith; credit (finance)
(not) particularly; (not) especially; (not) specially; separately; apart; additionally
settlement; solution; resolution
as much as one wants; as many as one wants; all that one wishes for
sympathy; compassion; pity
sympathy; empathy; response
that child; that kid; that boy; (arch.) you