complete denial;  complete disavowal;  total negation
 to knock down;  to beat up (till unable to stand)
 note left by a dead person;  suicide note;  testamentary letter;  posthumous work
 whole life;  a lifetime;  all through life;  (the only, the greatest, etc.) of one's life
 to torment;  to pain;  to inflict (physical) pain;  to harass;  to cause (emotional) pain;  to afflict
 to think (about, of);  to think over;  to consider;  to bear in mind;  to think (that);  to believe;  to intend (to do)
 time;  season;  period;  phase;  stage
 for the first time;  only after ... is it ...;  only when ... do you ...;  first time;  (one's) first
 how;  in what way;  why;  for what reason;  cannot possibly;  no way
 terrible;  dreadful;  terrifying;  surprising;  startling;  tremendous
 female;  woman;  female sex;  female lover;  girlfriend;  mistress
 I'm sorry;  (it's) inexcusable;  thank you very much (for help, etc.)
 and the like;  such as;  or something;  something like;  I hear that ...;  people say that...
 to erase;  to delete;  to turn off (power);  to switch off;  to extinguish;  to put out
 wife; (arch.)  my dear; (arch.)  dear;  garnish (esp. one served with sashimi);  embellishment
 originally;  by nature;  from the start
 mental;  spiritual;  emotional
 instability;  insecurity;  crankiness
 to give birth;  to bear (child);  to lay (eggs);  to produce;  to yield;  to give rise to
 reality;  actuality;  actual conditions;  ultimate reality;  absolute truth
 child rearing;  child raising;  raising children;  parenting
 nervous;  highly strung;  sensitive;  fussy;  worried about petty things
 outbreak of an illness;  onset of an illness;  appearance of symptoms
 patient's condition;  pathology
 gradually (progress into a state);  in sequence;  in order;  in turn
 betterment;  improvement;  kaizen (Japanese business philosophy of continuous improvement)
 quarrel;  argument;  row;  (verbal) dispute
 to die out;  to peter out;  to become extinct;  to cease;  to be stopped;  to be discontinued
 before very long;  soon;  someday;  of the previously mentioned;  of that number;  among them
 to be called ...;  to be referred to as ...
 to pass (time);  to spend;  to overdo (esp. of one's alcohol consumption);  to drink (alcohol); (arch.)  to take care of; (arch.)  to support
 time;  hour;  period;  class
 mostly;  nearly;  practically;  well-nigh;  almost invariably;  all but
 to recall;  to remember;  to recollect
 painful;  bitter;  tough;  difficult;  cruel;  harsh
 pain;  anguish;  distress;  suffering;  hardship
 to cover;  to hide;  to conceal;  to wrap;  to disguise
 but (still);  and yet;  nevertheless;  even so;  notwithstanding
 memories;  recollections;  reminiscence
 at that time;  in those days
 to get on (train, plane, bus, ship, etc.);  to get in;  to get on (e.g. a footstool);  to step on;  to reach;  to go over;  to follow
 first flower of the season or year;  first flowering on a plant;  first menstruation;  woman who has just reached adulthood