previously; before; first; before (something or someone else); beforehand; in advance
to fling; to throw off (clothes); to kick off (boots)
appetizer; starter; hors d'oeuvre
to hardly recognise; to mistake for something or somebody else
for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...; first time; (one's) first
to add (to); to add on; to append
to stand in the way; to bar someone's way; to block the way
to drive away; to turn away; to send away; to repel; to repulse
bum; good-for-nothing; ne'er-do-well
inside one's heart; in one's mind
straight (from one place to another); going right onto; on the way; simultaneously; incidentally; directly
absurdity; contradiction; incoherence; irrelevance
to have meaning; to be meaningful
real intention; true motive; true meaning
to make clear; to clarify; to disclose; to make public
to get between; to be caught in
everybody; every last one of them; all
to determine (esp. a culprit or underlying cause); to pin down; to ascertain; (arch.) to stab to death
feeling; sensation; mood; sensation of doing
to go mad; to lose one's mind; to get out of order; to go amiss; to go wrong (of a plan or expectation, etc.); to fall through
to go mad; to go crazy; to lose one's mind
present (e.g. government, administration); current; existing
to be on the verge; to be on the brink; to get close
a short while ago; a moment ago; just now; some time ago
confusion; complications; being gripped by strong feelings; fit (e.g. of anger); moment (e.g. of frustration)
to contemplate; to ponder; to think over; to reflect; to muse; to ruminate
tea; tea plant (Camellia sinensis); tea preparation; making tea; brown; (arch.) mockery
suddenly (appear, stick out); abruptly; (stand) still and expressionless; imposingly; suddenly (stand up)
a journey of a thousand miles feels like only one mile (when going to see the one you love)
unrelated; unconnected; without relations (esp. of a deceased person); having no surviving relatives; unrelated to the teachings of Buddha; unable to be saved by Buddha
despair; desperation; abandonment
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
slowly (but steadily); gradually; bit-by-bit; slowly soaking in; slowly permeating; oozing out
to stuff into; to jam; to shorten; to move closer together; to reduce (spending); to conserve; to focus intently on
(tobacco) pipe with metal tipped stem; cheating on train fare by buying tickets covering only the first and last portions of the journey