painful; heartrending; trying; oppressive; suffocating; miserable
last ray of hope; only hope
trying to think of a way (to); devising means (to); working out (how to do); contriving (to raise money); managing
more; much more; step; rung; paragraph; passage
financially scraping by; meagre existence (meager); hand to mouth existence; living one's life without plan; living life day-by-day; taking life one day at a time
to earn (income); to make (money); to score (points, victory); to gain (time); to work hard (at one's job); to labor
side job (outside of one's main employment); side gig; part job (carried out at home); home industry; (secretly) working on something unrelated to the class (or conference, etc.) one is attending
factory; plant; mill; workshop
miserable; wretched; unhappy; sad; pitiable
not worth considering; out of the question
to be complete; to be all present; to be equal; to be uniform; to gather; to assemble
ceiling; ceiling price; (price) ceiling
to hang; to suspend; to hang oneself; to hoist an opponent off of his feet by his loincloth; to turn upwards (as if being pulled); to be slanted (of eyes)
rather; sooner; preferably
better; preferable; more; increase; (arch.) increase; (arch.) growth
wheat; barley; oat (oats)
free (of charge); gratuitous
nursing; caring for the sick; deathwatch; attendance at a deathbed
refusing to see a visitor
standard; basis; principle
using money as a weapon; power of money
to be too much for one; to find unmanageable; to be beyond one's control; to not know what to do with
to be full; to wax (e.g. moon); to rise (e.g. tide); to mature; to expire
hearsay; learning by hearsay
crippled; deformed; imperfect; incomplete; one wheel
ought to do; have to do; must do; feel obliged to
careful thought; consideration; deliberation; reflection; rumination; pondering
scraping together (a sum of money); raising (a sum of money) by straining one's credit
qian (one of the trigrams of the I Ching: heaven, northwest)
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
beginning; start; first (in line, etc.); origin; such as ...; not to mention ...
end of a line (of writing); line break
trouble; bother; annoyance; to be troubled (by); to be bothered (by); to be inconvenienced (by)