returning; coming back; returning to the service of one's master
to permit; to allow; to forgive; to pardon; to exempt (someone) from; to remit; to acknowledge
to hesitate; to have scruples; to be afraid of what others may think; to lord it over; to have great influence
to attach; to join; to furnish (a house with); to wear; to put on; to keep a diary; to make an entry
forever; eternally; for good; as long as one likes; indefinitely; endlessly
going in and out; entering and exiting; visiting regularly; frequenting; income and expenditure; incomings and outgoings; increase and decrease
painful; being sorry; feeling sorry
entreaty; appeal; petition
to make efforts; to take pains; to break a bone
apparently; from what I have heard; they say; you know; I hear
to think hard; to brood over; to worry too much (about); to torment oneself (with the thought of)
uneasy; unsure; unreliable; untrustworthy; (arch.) nervous; (arch.) impatient
I wonder; do you think?; I might; some kind; some stage; somehow
forever; eternally; for good; as long as one likes; indefinitely; endlessly
to be contrary (to); to go against; to infringe; to violate; to disobey (an order, teachings, etc.); to defy
rough (behaviour, temperament, etc.); wild; rude; violent
depths; deep place; bottom (of one's heart)
brightness; discernment; insight; eyesight; vision; nth year in the Meiji era (1868.9.8-1912.7.30)
surname; family name; hereditary title (used in ancient Japan to denote rank and political standing)
to have been decided (so) that; to have been arranged (so) that
to match (rhythm, speed, etc.); to join together; to unite; to face; to be opposite (someone); to compare; to check with
to change; to alter; to reform; to correct; to examine; to check
like-mindedness; (being of the) same mind; shared sentiment; comrade; fellow; kindred soul
to hide; to conceal oneself
ceremonious; unduly distant (e.g. towards a friend); overly formal; reserved
polite; respectful; reverent
sudden; abrupt; unexpected; unforeseen
happy event; cause for celebration; congratulations
to prepare; to provide; to set up; to establish; to organize
to sense; to perceive; to understand; to comprehend; to attain enlightenment
all of a sudden; unexpected; abrupt; sudden
but; however; although; though
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
treating someone as one's own daughter; someone who is treated as a daughter; (arch.) woman who manages geisha (Edo period)
to stop up; to close up; to stand in the way; to obstruct; to occupy; to fill up
distrust; unjust suspicion
to be unable to endure; to be unable to stand (something); to lose patience
leaving a letter behind; letter left behind by someone who has departed; farewell letter
to herd; to drive; to corner; to force someone into doing; to go hard; to push yourself
lie; falsehood; fiction; fabrication