by myself; in person; by oneself
bad feeling; feeling bad; disagreeable; unpleasant; revolting; gross
worst; horrible; horrid; in the worst case; if worst comes to worst
to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
father; dad; husband; you; he
strange; odd; peculiar; queer; curious
mysterious disappearance; being spirited away
disappearance; vanishing; loss; dying away; wearing off
and so; therefore; for that reason
hypothesis; supposition; assumption
in the same way as; just like
self-consciousness; self-awareness
to go by; to go past; to run (between; of a rail service, bus route, etc.); to operate (between); to go indoors; to go into a room; to penetrate
to be found; to be discovered
treatment; service; handling (of a machine, tool, etc.); operation; treating as; treating like
hearsay; learning by hearsay
supposing; even if; granting that; temporarily; provisionally; for the time being
to leave nothing undone; to give good service; to attend to everything; to be on someone's tracks (e.g. police); to catch up with; to close in on
to weaken; to grow weak; to be downcast; to be dejected; to be troubled; to be at a loss
to seclude oneself; to shut oneself away
willpower; energy; vitality
explanation; interpretation
to respond; to answer; to meet (e.g. demands, expectations); to affect; to take a toll; to strike home
to move; to stir; to operate; to run; to make a move; to take action; to be touched
how many years; how long; what year
throughout; over a period of ...; over a span of ...
trouble; bother; trouble; difficulty; care; attention
to see everything; to see all; to abandon; to give up; to sell at a loss; to sell off
as if (something untrue were actually true); like hell (e.g. "like hell I will")
dead body; corpse; cadaver; carcass
to keep; to preserve; to hold; to last; to endure; to keep well (food)
(period of) a year; during an era
next (e.g. "next April"); forthcoming; coming; to come; to arrive; to be due to
to be lost (e.g. luggage); to be missing; to be used up; to be run out; to disappear (e.g. pain); to be lost (e.g. a dream, confidence)
to miss; to overlook; to let pass (a matter); to overlook (e.g. a wrongdoing); to pass up (e.g. an opportunity); to let (a good ball) go by
still; as yet; (not) yet; more; (more) still; at least
imperial lands; lands blessed by the emperor's reign