disorder; chaos; confusion; mayhem
confusion; distraction; derangement
to calm down; to compose oneself; to calm down; to settle down; to settle down (in a location, job, etc.); to settle in; to be settled
confrontation; opposition; antagonism
finally; after; following; at the end (of)
suicide by throwing oneself to one's death; leaping to one's death
grudge; complaint; reproach
with these words; while saying
regret; repentance; remorse
language; dialect; word; phrase; speech; (manner of) speaking
to be smeared; to be covered
before one's eyes; in front of one; under one's nose; immediate; imminent; around the corner
to throw oneself (e.g. off a cliff, etc.)
to take out; to get out; to put out; to reveal; to submit (e.g. thesis); to turn in; to publish
to die; to pass away; to lose spirit; to lose vigor; to cease; to stop
to arrive at; to reach; to sit on; to sit at (e.g. the table)
to teach; to instruct; to tell; to inform; to preach
throwing oneself to one's death; precipitating oneself to one's death; leaping to one's death
once; one time; one round; one game; one bout; one heat
but (still); and yet; nevertheless; even so; notwithstanding
like; similar to; as with; in the same way
one's station in life; one's personal history; one's circumstances; one's lot; one's destiny; one's future
to go to ruin; to go under; to fall; to be destroyed; to die out; to become extinct
such ... as; or some such
memento (esp. of a deceased person); keepsake; heirloom; remembrance; souvenir
intention; plan; belief; assumption; estimate; estimation
until then; till then; to that extent; the end of it; all there is to it
somehow or other; for some reason or another; without knowing why
obstinate; stubborn; mulish; die-hard; bigoted
will; volition; intention; intent; determination
bachelorhood; spinsterhood; celibacy; living apart from one's family; living alone; person who lives alone
to go through; to pierce; to run through (e.g. a river through a city); to pass through; to stick to (opinion, principles, etc.); to carry out
blue; azure; green; pale; gray; unripe
to flare up; to burst into flames
dead body; corpse; cadaver; carcass
to make sure of; to assure oneself of; to see with one's own eyes; to ascertain
probably isn't (doesn't, won't, etc.); don't (doesn't) intend to; intend not to; must not; (when used in an imperative sentence) don't
intake (e.g. of salt); ingestion; absorption (e.g. of new knowledge); adoption (e.g. of foreign culture); reception and protection
with the exception of; excepting; excluding
purpose; goal; aim; objective; intention
to swear; to vow; to take an oath; to pledge