death; (an) out; death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation; most severe of the five ritsuryō punishments)
something like ...; something called ...
to put one's life on the line; to risk one's life; to put everything one has into it
to slip out; to sneak away; to break into the lead; to get ahead; to begin to fall out (e.g. hair); to break out (of a loop)
what is colloquially called; what is commonly referred to as; what is popularly known as; so-called
to be (in contrast to something that is not the case)
by all means; at any cost; whether (one is) willing or not; willingly or unwillingly; on no account; by no means
once in a lifetime; once in one's life
thoroughly; completely; severely; harshly; (arch.) scattered; (arch.) disconnected
to cry one's eyes out; to make one's eyes swollen from crying
finally; after; following; at the end (of)
eager; earnest; strenuous; fervent; assiduous; with utmost effort
genuine article; real thing; real deal
to rage; to fly into a rage; to become furious
to curse; to put a curse on; to detest intensely
shout; cry; outcry; yell; shriek; scream
the old days; the past; former times; the past ten years; the past decade
yearning; longing; aspiration; adoration; admiration
chance; opportunity; occasion
to lose (a chance); to miss (a chance); to overlook; to omit; to deviate
for a while; for some time; for a period
to cry and shout; to scream
pushing forward (undaunted); pushing on (toward a goal); striving (for)
company; corporation; firm; one's workplace
company president; manager; director
reopening; resumption; restarting
but; however; (and) yet; nevertheless; still; for all that
innermost depths of one's heart
to boil; to seethe; to roil (e.g. waterfall, torrent); to foam; to well up (of emotions); to overflow (e.g. fighting spirit)
to pass through; to pass by; to pass (of time); to elapse; to have expired; to have ended; to exceed
mouth; opening; hole; mouth (of a bottle); spout; gate; door
to be transmitted; to be conveyed; to be leaked; to be passed along
again; once more; a second time
killer; destroyer; annihilator; seducer; seductress; tempter